In my memory, the most terrible life was in my high school. My high school is a private school where I had to live with, and it was the best high school in that countryside area. However, I didn't like studying there because of three main problems: homesickness, a bad friend and the bad relationship with my teacher.

I had serious homesick when I was in high school. Actually, that was my first time living alone. Because of the school rules, I had to stay at school for one month. Even though my mother could come to see me, she couldn't come in the door of my high school. She had to stand out of the door, and I stood in the door. That was the only way we could talk. We couldn't even talk face to face in my high school. In additional, the taste of food in my high school was very bad, but I had to eat in the school dining room. As a result, the day I went to home was the only thing that made me happy at that time.

In my high school, I got no real good friends at all. Actually I used to think that I've had one best friend, but after she did some bad things to me, I realized that she was not my friend at all. She told my mother how bad I was, and told my teacher how terrible I was. In fact, those things never happened to me. However, everyone knew that she was my best friend, so they believe her. Anyway, we broke up for some reasons, and that really hurt me a long time.

I couldn't build a good relationship with my teacher because we had different ways of thinking. Most students in my high school were from that countryside, but some of them were also from my home city. Some students and I had the different ways of thinking with my teacher. For example, I asked my classmate to copy some sentences from the song to me. When he handed out for me, another classmate who came from that countryside saw that, and immediately told my teacher that my classmate wrote a love letter to me. Unexpectedly, my teacher didn't let me explain and believed what my classmate said. These kinds of stupid things always happened in my class.

Even if these included some bad times, it was still period of time which won't happen again.

November 19, 2001